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My Insight in This Early 2026

 I have thoughts, and i write these. You know that we all have been through. We've done so much things, and we should be grateful for ourselves. For ourselves that still here and stronger. I have my experiences. I did so many things, and it's great to write down here. I have INSIGHT for myself in this early 2026, these are: 1. To be fast is to be slow I wanted myself getting betteeeer every single day, i made and did new things, i tried something hard, and all that just to be fast at growing myself up. But you know what, the true is when I want and need growing up fast, i have to be slow.. slow down, calm down, and do everything wisely at your growing time. I don't get it at first, but i do realizing it now. I feel I just need to be calm and know and look at myself really carefully. Focusing all things in and out of myself to myself. Just slow down, calm and do everything wisely to get growing myself up fastly. 2. Everything happens with a reason I started realizing again, ...

Year to Year

 It's been years to like you I've done so much things That you never knew, and maybe You never wanted to know it Since we were kid My eyes was into you in first sight Till we meet again in this high school I was high that i sent that message I was embarrassed, and you were too I didn't know how to explain Got no explain to say to you I could try, but well, I would never do Cause in my mind, you were too Year to year You were the only one that stucked on my mind You were always nice and pretty You were pretty nice to get ignored You were pretty good to be true That you would never be mine I wrote this damn poetry Not to blaming you, but me instead Why did I still look up to you? Why did I still like you? While I knew so well, that you didn't You didn't even think of me You didn't even like anything about me You just didn't Am i right? It's right to stop liking you now Year to year, it's great to stop Stop something that never start Start something tha...

Deep Hope

 I hope i'm healthy, wealthy and happy. May His blessing come to me as soon as possible.

I and The Winner Me

 I want to be the winner, the first place of everything good. I can be the winner, the first place of everything good. I'm going to be the winner, the first place of everything good. I have everything good.

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Terima kasih Tuhan Yesus atas kasih, penyertaan, berkat dan hikmat-Mu yang melimpah. Engkau melayakkan hamba dan kami untuk menerima semua pemberian-Mu. Engkau mengizinkan kami untuk memeliharanya menjadi berkat serta garam dan terang bagi sesama. Biarlah kami dapat mengembalikan semua pemberian-Mu dengan baik. Biarlah benih yang Kau b'ri dapat kami tabur di tanah yang subur dan dapat bertumbuh menjadi berkat bagi kami dan untuk kemuliaan nama-Mu.     Ucapan terima kasih hamba merupakan bentuk rasa syukur atas hidup yang Engkau berikan kepada hamba ya, Tuhan. Engkau sungguh baik, dan selamanya baik. Mata-Mu tak pernah tertutup mengabaikan kami. Hati-Mu selalu tersentuh menolong kami. Telinga-Mu selalu terbuka mendengarkan isi hati kami. Engkau selalu hadir yang paling pertama sampai terakhir. Bahkan, ketika kami sudah merasa cukup, kadang justru kami yang lupa diri dan meninggalkan-Mu dahulu, sementara Engkau tetap setia menunggu kami kembali datang kepada-Mu. Terima kasih ya,...

It's April Pools

 I knew that it was like this I fall into these things Much better that not all people knowing this But it sucked me up a little bit It's better to be bitter And i'll all my ears to me It's worse to lose And i'll all hug myself tightly I may be I may not

Selagi Ayah Masih Memarahiku (Cerita Pendek)

  CERITA PENDEK Selagi Ayah Masih Memarahiku   Memenuhi tugas membuat cerpen 29 Januari 2026   Karya: Abraham Prisa Utama AKU membenci bunyi halaman yang dibalik dengan tergesa. Bunyi itu selalu terdengar seperti perintah. Suara ayah yang terus terngiang di pikiranku, menggangguku dan sangat mengganggu. Ayah yang tak pernah lelah menyuruhku duduk, membuka buku, dan diam. “Belajar,” katanya. Hanya satu kata, tapi cukup untuk membuat dadaku sesak. Dulu, setiap kali ayah mengucapkannya, aku ingin menjadi apa saja selain anaknya. Ingin menjadi angin yang tak bisa disuruh berhenti, atau hujan yang jatuh sesukanya. Aku ingin berlarian sore hari, membiarkan peluh mengering sendiri, menertawakan hal-hal kecil bersama teman-teman, dan pulang tanpa membawa angka di kepala. Akan tetapi, ayah selalu ada di ambang pintu, dengan kening berlipat dan suara yang keras seperti palu. “Belajar! Buka bukumu! Buku itu masa depanmu.” Rasanya gendang telingaku ingin pecah mendengar sep...